A burden from the class and the expectation

My second midterm will be started on next Monday.

I have a really huge burden. Because I was got a scholarship last session.

so my parents and other people (acquaintance) expect another scholarship to me.  That’s a really burden to me. This session’s liberal arts test is harder than last’s one. Especially I guess that Mr. noble’s test may be hard.

(because the explanation about paragraph test is slightly difficult to understand. Like the topic, concluding sentence…and so on.)

I will have to spend the time to study. And my weekend schedule is full with study plan. And there is one more trouble.

My first session in the university, I love my all major professor.

Because, Me and the professor worked in perfect harmony.

They always tried to respect my personality and understand my idea in student’s place. And their class was suitable to me.

That was not hard and not easy.

So I could told my idea and idea’s reason more easily and worked my paint in  comfortable atmosphere. But now my professors are not suitable to me as compared with last term’s professor. Class atmosphere is not good and sometimes the professor doesn’t answer the student’s question. 

Almost professor of this term’s major class force theirs character.

If I want to get good grade, I have to match my idea and paint to theirs.

That’s hard work. I have my own idea and personality.

But my professor doesn’t want my own. So I usually times have several argument. Because ,I don’t want to give up my own for good grade in every times. In tins term, I can’t confidence the scholarship and good grade.

I just hope the good grade and scholarship.